From: Manders
Date: 10/6/2003
Time: 11:49:26 AM
Remote Name: 209.202.75.74
Daddy, its been almost 2 months since you've left. I still can't believe it actually happened, i'm still so shocked and it definitely hasn't sunk in yet. i KNEW something was going to happen that day for some reason. I started to think about 'what if he dies'...and i just started crying. Althoughi KNEW it wasn't going to happen IT DID...and i hate it so much. Even though u died in my own house i feel very comforted, knowing that you are here with me. When i play in my basketball games, its so quiet and its becuase you aren't there, snapping pictures or cheering for our team. I miss you so much and mom does too, i dont understand why it had to happen when you are soooo young. 50 is too young.. and especially when you're birthday was the next day. I'm depressed and i dont know what to do with myself sometimes. i'm trying really hard in school for you and for me...and i got a few more schools looking at me. I'l tell you all about it later i LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :(
<3 MANDA <3
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